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leo "i'm not a cat" tsukinaga ([personal profile] espansivo) wrote2018-04-02 10:43 pm
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stressweets: Sometimes it can be hard for a shy pony like me to stand up for myself. When I first tried it, I didn't like the pony I became, but I learned that standing up for yourself isn't the same as changing who you are. (015. putting your hoof down)

claims this tbh

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-03 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ from here

whatever retort he had about his sweet tooth melts away with the second sentiment, and tsukasa closes his eyes and tightens his grip. ]


「Did you turn psychic while you were in Japan, or am I that easy to read...?」[ it's something he's thinking, yes. it's something he's worried about. tsukasa wiggles himself free, but just so he can flop down beside leo and lay an arm over his eyes. kuahhhh. ]「I want to show you how much I've grown up, too... but I don't feel like I'm doing a good job of that right now. Mm, I think I'm forgiven just for tonight though, right?」

[ it's been so long. he can be twelve and tugging at his brother's shirt again for one night, at least, can't he? ]

「I'm happy you're home.」[ sighed softly, sadly. ]「I'm really happy, Leonii... I was just thinking, like, a few months ago that you'd never come back. You left for a reason, after all?And you were really happy there, so I was happy for you, but...」

[ ...but he wanted him back. like a selfish, stupid child, he wanted leo back. ]

「Emails and cards and things like that were nice, but they weren't Leonii. This—」[ punctuated with a poke to his shoulder ]「is Leonii, and... I want to catch up more. Um, there's a lot to talk about with regards to Retrospec and all of that too, honestly...? But I don't care right now.」

[ he does care, actually, but it's for murky reasons he doesn't want to think about at all. ]

「So, well... While you're here, let's do our best to make up for lost time...?」
stressweets: Fads come and go, friendship is forever. (072. fame and misfortune)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-03 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ any fun adventures... retrospec... tsukasa scoots closer and curls up to him, arms between them, and hums. a promise not to leave, what he's been up to. ]

「They haven't hurt me, don't worry... But the other month I was in Respartum? It's really hot there, with a lot of fire and brimstone and all of that. Sena-senpai called it Hell.」

[ which is not inaccurate. ]

「I met a lot of nice people though, and made a lot of friends, and got closer to a couple of others too, so I thought it was a good experience? Mmm, falling off a ladder aside...」
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[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-03 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
「No, it was rumored to be an infinite ladder—once you stepped on, you couldn't step off, though if you figured out how to do that then you'd become like a god... Obviously, that wasn't true. We landed in a literal ghost town beneath the city—it was really creepy? Xiaolang said he felt spirits and things like that...」

[ brr. he shivers just thinking about it. ]

「I didn't break anything, don't worry. Just had a lot of bruises... and a split lip... and things like that, from getting kicked in the face and fallen on... I was the first one down the ladder since Ayano buttered me up to it. I don't regret it, since it worked out really well, and she was really sweet about it...~? But still.」[ ah, right. ]「Xiaolang's a middle schooler who was in my group, and Ayano's a senior at the high school I met at a winter festival in December... She was really cute then, too. We watched fireworks together for a little while.」
stressweets: The Starlight I love is passionate, lively, and yeah, sometimes angry. Those are my favorite parts of you. That, and the fact that you forgive me every time. (071. all bottled up)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-05 10:26 am (UTC)(link)
「I-It's not like that! Ayano's, um... I mean, I like Ayano, she's very nice, but, I—」

[ it's not like that, it really isn't, but he's flustered anyway and he buries his face into his hands. ]

「It would be easier though,」[ he continues after a moment, voice slightly muffled by the hands over his mouth, ]「if she was who I was crushing on. She's sweet and she wants to look out for me... Not that the person I like doesn't, but—...」

[ tsukasa trails off, eyes lidded, and he sighs. anya's still cute; anya's still friendly. anya hasn't changed intrinsically even if everything else has, being off the app, but there's still a weird disconnect and distance now that he gets blank looks about this or that due to it. he'd noticed it with mafuyu, when she dropped off of it, and it wasn't like it was any better, but with her...

he's had the thought that maybe he could confess now, but it isn't right. it wouldn't be right. she probably still doesn't like turning people down, and she definitely would to him. ]


「It's difficult? Let's say that, Leonii. I feel like Ayano's the type of person to be dating someone anyway, she's that cute... Ah, I have a picture, hold on.」[ her contact icon!! in his phone. she's super cute. here leo. ]「And nice and funny and kind of pushy, but not in a bad way. Kind of in a big sis way? Honestly, she kind of reminded me of you when we were kids.」

[ like you're not still one tsukasa lol ]
stressweets: This week my very talented friend Rarity learned that if you try to please everypony, you oftentimes end up pleasing nopony, especially yourself. And I learned this: [...] In other words, you shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth. (008. suited for success)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-05 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
「So Leonii really did become psychic while he was in Japan~?」

[ ...ahh, mmm. he leans into the cuddle, closing his eyes. the person he likes.. ]

「Her name's Anya—Anastasia Vasilieva. When she was on the app, she had hair like starlight... Her hair's still pretty light now, and she still looks super pretty, and she's still kind and thoughtful... Her accent's gone—um, it's hard to explain, but apparently her past life... or however that works out, she didn't speak English or Japanese very well, since she was Russian, so Retrospec gave that back to her.」[ a beat, and he smiles lightly. ]「She was self-conscious about it, because it was harder to explain herself and find the right words after that, but I didn't mind. She was so cute with it, and admirable, and I offered to help her out with getting better. I wanted to learn Russian so I could make things easier on her, too, but it's actually really hard...」

[ tsukasa quiets down for a moment, finding her in his contacts and staring her her picture. ]

「She and I are really good friends. Just friends, though. She doesn't think of me in that way, and I told her I had a crush on someone else because I panicked when she asked me about some poetry I was writing anyway... Nazuna told me I shouldn't feel guilty about liking her, but I can't help it. She doesn't like turning down people if she doesn't feel the same way—it really hurts her—so I can't confess? I don't know if I could even do it now that she's not on Retrospec... Even if things worked out like that, it'd be weird to date someone who doesn't recognize how weird things get, wouldn't it?」[ ... ]「And things can get really weird, Leonii.」

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IT'S THE TRUTH, TBH

[personal profile] akatatai 2018-04-03 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Really? You should stop by Palettes sometime!
It's the art store in Tisse that my family owns! I'm putting some of my paintings up there!
Or you could crash the art club one day and surprise Tsukasa, since I'm sure no one would mind, and I bet he'd be happy to see you
Also, music is a type of art too!! I'm not very good at it, but singing is a lot of fun

Ahhhh, that's so cute! I'm sure he knows that you love him lots and lots!!!!!
He's a good guy! A really, really good guy!!!

...
Wait, huh?! You don't really mean that, do you?
I've never had a brother before, but I've always wanted one!
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YELLS, SORRY FOR THE DELAY

[personal profile] akatatai 2018-04-07 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
Let me know beforehand when you stop by! So we can make sure Tsukasa's there!
Ehehe~ Art's the one thing I take a lot of pride in!!!
Wait, you're going to make me sing?! I'm really average though, like REALLY really average
Um, ummmmm... Maybe we can do karaoke sometime! If you like singing, I want to hear you!


[DON'T DO IT]

Huh?! From now on?! It sounds kind of weird, but... it's nice too
Does this mean I'm your follower or something???
akatatai: (pic#11937370)

[personal profile] akatatai 2018-04-07 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
You have to promise not to laugh at me though, okay?

Leonii!!!
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[personal profile] akatatai 2018-04-08 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Ehhh...
I guess I can let that slide
Just don't be mean about it or I'll look sad enough to make you feel bad!!

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closes eyes

[personal profile] idolworship 2018-06-21 10:55 am (UTC)(link)
( as leo leans miai leans with him as he supports leo at the waist. it makes it easier to press his lips to leo's neck, let his breath brush warm against leo's skin )

You make me want to go easy on you . . . I may be carnivorous, but I'm quite fond of how you eat me up ♪

( unfortunately, leo's conditions only say it's on leo to drop or not drop his groceries . . . nothing about miai. so, being a just awful sport, miai drops down his own basket so he can slip a second hand under, one pressing its palm lightly just below leo's ribs. )

Still . . . I can't help but like being able to devour you just a li~ttle bit more ♪

( pressing leo forward and leo's waist back against against him, he starts out like he's being soft, pressing kisses along leo's neck, from the his jaw, lazily trailing down, but his breath a bit warmer than it ought to be, sucking a little harder than he should. one hand gradually errs just a bit higher, toward leo's chest, the other erring a little lower, but - teasing - not going further just yet. )
Edited 2018-06-21 10:56 (UTC)
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[personal profile] idolworship 2018-06-24 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Pain is a form of pleasure, Shishiro ♪ If you drop them on me, who knows what kind of beast I'll become?

( ah yes... the sexiest of bdsm plays... dropping groceries on your mans... kinkie

but miai is this sort, the kind to keep things light and fun as they ease into things, have a bit of a sense of humor because sex is silly and weird and gross sometimes— but it feels good, it makes his partner feel good, and that's why he likes it. it's the easiest way to make people feel nice even if you don't know a lot about them.

he feels the nudge and he gets a sense of what leo wants, he knows leo, and a smile plays on his lips as he turns his head up to meet leo where he is, the kiss soft and affectionate but gradually deepening as miai slips a hand below leo's hemline once the buttons are undone, pressing his palm against leo's underwear. he's a bit of a bully, he wants to see how much he can tease leo before leo really asks for it, with or without dropping his groceries. )